ting & yin.

hello!!! shit la i really really thought i could go down today. until i remembered i had sth on after sch. bleah. HOW WAS IT HOW WAS IT!!!!! -dying of anticipation- what happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
ok anyway hai the stupid mock erh obviously i cudn't do the tian zi pat and the zao ju ahaaaahaaaaa..... quite funny. the other stuff were tricky tricky. bleh. anyway! i seem to have tests everyday. i'm getting really sick of it. not to mention tons of homework. they really weigh my bag down. and ME down. and everything down.

anyway today i realised just how
far away everyone is. hahahaah. it's so amazing how close you can be like. sitting right next to anyone. and yet they're really. so. far. away. and you can sit next to them for years and years and in the end. they're. still. so. far. away. it's just so
futile
that it's funny! hahaha. yes really. think about it. i wonder if it's just this age. this span of hormonicidal (i made up this word don't worry) years. to think of it, things get worse when you get older. hahaha. but there will always be some people that will never change. pros and cons about that. -shrug- anyway studying bio now. test on 5 chapts tmr. cna't be bothered. gonna sleep soon! dun wanna be all grouchy tmr. long day somemore! freak.
this world is too plastic. plastic = polymers = WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CHEM!!! AHAHAAHAHAAHA
listen! i just did that stupid survey on the needs of pupils or sth to do with sch. and the qns are so totally.... 100flowerscampaignkindathing hahahaa. they made you sign in. with your name. hah. frank=persecution eh? in a place where you have insecure selfish leaders, there will be no progress for the general welfare of the public. hahaha they asked me if MY TEACHERS ARE maybe ROLE MODELS ahaahah. au contraire, maybe more like evitagen examples. maybe. maybe i'm just too judgemental. maybe i'm too harsh. maybe. maybe they just suck. maybe some of them are really good. yeah. no maybes about that last one.
sorry. i just couldn't help it. 28 days to prelims. get ready to shoot me when i'm desperate. open. load. close. spin. click. in place. aim. just pull the trigger.
shakey hands. fear? oh. what? naturally like that? hmm. well you should really quit your day job as a surgeon dude.

tired eyes. warm, real smile. that's wisdom.